Why do I even care? Am I a bad boyfriend?

I dont think ur a bad bf. i think she just misunderstands u and she doesnt care to change. shes prob a if she just fell in love the next day and she kissed u went u 2 first met. idk she sounds confusing and complicated. i think u sound like a nice person who actually cares about her. im sure she just wants to get drunk and have . dont think ur a bad bf cause ur not :)